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Monday, September 20, 2010

errggg

sooo sooo bummed atm... but please, no sympathy... i dont understand why ppl are always trying to get you to think about whats making you sad, to try and make you feel better...not exactly the best approach.

lemme think about today... lets see first, there was some confusion... then, some headaches, then some confusion. oh, did i mention i was REALLY confused?? ya.. well. i was.

but all in all i learned a few lessons today. for one, just because things dont go your way, it doesnt mean your going downhill... thats just life. you either learn to live with it, or you create your own "downhill" and tumble till you trip. its the hardships that create bliss. the racket of off tune beats that creates the harmonies of chopin. recently ive DEfinitely been in a tunnel, wondering where and why the light wouldnt show up. asking myself IS there even a light? is there and end to this morbid darkness? then it hits me. its not that theres no light at the end of the tunnel. its not that the tunnel is infinitely long. its just that i walked into a tunnel, was afraid of the dark, and just sat down and hoped for light. somewhere along the  line, it slipped my mind that motion = movement. falling down, and forgetting that i had to pick myself back up, hoping that someone would come pick me up. now i know tho. no matter how much i hope, the length of that tunnel aint gonna walk itself. no ones going to be coming through this imaginary, horizontal, hole that ive dug myself into. break times over... time to get up... time to start walking... time to start running! time to catch up! ill see you guys in the light!

PEACE!

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